New Diet Plan

Breakfast- 1 Small Banana (90 cals)

Morning Snack- 1 Plum (30 Cals)

Lunch- 2 slices of low cals bread (90 calories)

Afternoon Snack- 1 Clemantine (45 calories)

Dinner- Faux Pizza ( 79 cals per serving) recipe here

Bedtime snack- 1 Cup of Strawberrys (46 cals)

so my intake would be 380 calories a day :)

so iv made up with my boyfriend thank god
we're meeting up tomorrow to talk about everything.
but so far everythings going ok (yn)
i have a new diet plan
its over the course of the next two weeks leading up to new years

17th Dec
1000 Cals (cut down slowly and its better)

18th Dec
800 Cals

19th Dec
600 Cals

20th Dec
500 Cals

21th Dec
400 Cals

22th Dec
600 Cals

23th Dec
500 Cals

24th Dec
800 Cals

25th Dec
1200 Cals (its christmas day so i need to eat a bit more)

26th Dec
900 Cals

27th Dec
600 Cals

28th Dec
400 Cals

29th Dec
700 Cals

30th Dec
500 Cals

31st Dec
1000 Cals (i have a house party and i know im going to get wasted so yeh :P)

Also i have a few things i want for christmas C:
i want-
These Shoes From Topshop
Ipod Nano In Green
This Leotard
There Tights
These Shoes
This Tutu In Black
These Books-
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4.
5.


My new years revaloutions are

• No binging
• Keep to my diet
• Make the relationship with my boyfriend work and dont fuck up
• stop cutting
• Increase Flexability
• Listen more in ballet

Thinspo




Tommorow is a new girl and its a fresh start :)
xxxxx

i hate things atm tbh :|

i have given up on boys its official. :/

i mean im still with my boyfriend and i love him with all my heart
but thats the thing, i think hes falling for someone else
and there nothing i can do about it.
im not sure if he's doing it to make me jelous or if he's doing it because i genualy dosent like me anymore, but all i know is that i hate it.
im pretty sure he's appeared offline on facebook on purpose.
idk im just getting the feeling he's avoiding me.
i mean i havent seen him since saturday and considering we usually see eachother every day its kinda starnge
idk i just feel like he's given up on me.
he accused me of being a pig yesterday because i ate an ice cream and that just ripped me to shreds.
plus hes there like "dont do weed its bad for you blah blah blah" while hes there doing speed cause apprently hes "untouchable" or some other bull like that
idk all i know is that tomorrow all im going is taking

• weed
• pills
• speed
• fags
• vodka
• cider

just to make everything that little more bearable :

I’m sweating now, moving slow No time to think, my turn to go (8)

okay so this is kinda just my planner for the day plus anything else i want it to be.
ill probably post every 2-3 days prehaps more prehaps less.
i'll try and make sure this blog does not die :)
but today im not going to town so i need to

• have a bath
• do my make-up
• get dressed (thats ones a biggie) :D
• scrounge some money off my dad
• do some homework & revision
• Charge my ipod for a bit

then im seeing my boyfriend (i do love him :') ♥)
when we meet up i will need to talk to him about stuff
so i'll probably drag him to starbucks and get a hot chocolate and just talk
then i might find my mates down the subway (thats where all the emos and goths and druggies hang out in my town)
so in general today should be good :)

food intake
0 calories so far